I forgot to add a title (until now ofc)

Cardi - Topshop, Shirt - School shirt =u=, Jeanz that don't work 4 me -Mom's (duh)

What I wanted to wear but couldn't pull off, journal entry about a dream I had and the prime minister on tv （笑）

I want to lose weight
Eone wants to lose weight. 
Haha I almost spelt it as 'wait'.
Being vulgar is so nasty. I hate it.
I want to stop swearing but some times you just forget to care.
Maybe I'll grow out of it.
Maybe I'll grow out of how I feel about it now.
I want to be a cartoon character.
I want to be Hiyorin (°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ ⌓ °̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ )
I love Hiyokoi... ♥

Useless School Education

Surely most have felt this way about education.
It's not entirely true. The point of education is to provide opportunity for to learn which is pretty rad.
After almost 10 years of formal education, I've come to realise that you don't learn important things only in school.
(I get that you learn it hurts when you trip and fall, how to cook, etc etc on your own)
You can learn Science and Math on your own. Especially with how far the internet has progressed.
Point is, rote education is not the way.
Don't tell me to memorise Fx = F cos θ.*
Teach me how to derive it from Cos θ = Fx / F.*
I can only really hope that the people in charge are working on changing to critical & lateral thinking.
If you are a student angered by this, you can think of how they have to spend time & funding for these changes to be made. Eg. Many teachers need to be trained on how to teach the right way.
Anyway, if you have come to your senses about how you're not learning what you need to, it's about time you start.
Figure out your passions and how you would want to make them beneficial.
(Sigh) Last year of secondary school.

Maybe one day I will wear my geta slippers to tuition. Everything thrifted. I hate tuition.

 Paprika was faaab. I think you can learn a lot from film (I love animation) as an art.

Forgive my naiveté on the topic of politics and justice in the world. I think if more people start to acknowledge each other as honest, it'll slowly turn better?

*Sorry if you don't get the reference. This is from an upper secondary Physics reference book on the resolution of forces. When I read it I felt it was preposterous. Maybe I can give more examples? 

• Teach us how to speak a language instead of the formulas of grammar.
• Teach us why x becomes negative when we move it to the other side instead of "x is negative when you move it to the left."

爽やか

Yes, I think I'll def get into blogging.
It seems relaxing and I need to practice using fancy words!
And I need to do more things offline /// produce things to post as opposed to just reblogging.
Sometimes being online,
realising when I'm wasting time,
it makes me feel v sad.
New look for the blog hehe.
I used my own art for the background n_n
How do I make it so stats doesn't record my own visits? >n<

Bye-bye ~

Get on with it

Long and winding introductions are always so boring, aren't they? In presentations, stories, vlogs etc etc. Let's just call this my rebirth. Hah, how dramatic.
I decided to go with the url boyhana bc the word 'boy' is only my #1 favourite word in the English language. It's so cute. Try saying it. YEAH, RIGHT??
I really like (re)construction and destruction. Like when people paint a giant mural that takes forever and so much effort only to just repaint over it in white. So deleting things is ok right? I'm trying to not be so sentimental (Imo this is more less the same thing as materialistic).
Everything irrelevant goes!
Nobody is really following this blog ._.
So this is my little introduction I guess?
Everyone's a little crazy nowadays. How boring.

Third from left. Everything I'm wearing comes from random thrifty places. Yeh just another life/style blog.

Everytime

I'm pretty sure (just about) everyone's experienced the same thing.
You make a blog. You abandon it.
Make a new one. You abandon it.
And this cycle just goes on for avg. 4 or 5 times at the most.
Not that I'm one to care/know much about probability.
I feel like deleting this one already.
Mostly it's bc I can't stand having a bunch of acc to juggle.
It's not like I get a lot of attention for this or my Tumblr.
But when you have 2 acc you have(want) to pay attention to both of them.
Or not.
I'm also wondering if I should use DA or Pixiv.

I painted during the last 2(?) months of 2011.
It doesn't matter much now.
I tore them all up.
Stupid.

STARFUCKING FEELINGS

So earlier this year I started listening to Starfucker(STRFKR). I love them too much. So like any other ~*teen blogger*~ I look up their songs on YT. I admit I don't love them ALL, but what I really dig is the impact they have on listeners. This perspective is drawn from reading YT comments.

 Boy Toy

 Isabella of Castille

 Julius

 Millions

 Miss you

 Pop Song

The White of Noon

I also dig their lyrics // What people think are the lyrics:

 Julius

Laadeedaa

Like almost any electronica band, people will almost always comment about getting high, sexual things etc. It's expected. Though I like that someone mentioned pausing porn for a song. All that said, here is a new tune I got from our convenient friend on YT, the suggestions sidebar. I'm also checking out Rems Floating Chandelier.

Online preach:

Grass is always greener somewhere else

Sure, right now, I can say I just want to get out of here. Like asap. And I think these feelings are pretty strong, like they're freals. But I guess you can say it's like when you try, say, the most perfect milkshake eveeeer(according to your feelings at the time) and you feel like you can have just that for the rest of your life. You genuinely feel like that, but you know, you'll get bored of it after a short while from having it every single meal, and after a longer period if you have it like just once a week.
Yeah, I get it. I want to move but if I do, after about a half a year or so, I'll get bored of that place too. That is, unless I'd really love that place enough to not(which would be so rad). So, I figured, travelling around randomly would be pretty great. Go where the wind takes me or we. But then I remember how homely I actually am. I really don't like going out that often. I mean, it's fun, I like to go out, in moderation. "Home is where the heart is," and all those other Madeline songs about family you know.
Tbh though, this post isn't really about a place I realistically want to live in. It's more of an interest I guess, a fantasy? Idk man. Anyway we I'll get to what people on the internet really want to see.

Marienburg castle, Hannover, Germany.

I love Prince Christian (b. 1985) Idk man I just do. I wish there were a bigger photo of this. It's too gorgeous.

Neuschwannstein castle, Germany

Oberhofen castle, Switzerland

Bran Castle, Romania

It's 2:05am where I am so I think I should call it a night. Man, I have to look up more things tomorrow. Europe is the best. And study. God. How does one get a boost of motivation?